A little in my heart

There is always a little in my heart which I cannot share with anyone. A little that makes me alive and dead at the same time. Colossal tides can only be answered with a little courage, a little strength but still that little I cannot gather. An awful feeling stays inside for a little episode and I have again shattered into little pieces at once and a broken masterpiece next. A little if you could hold and stay a little in my heart.

A little You motivate yourself in a little hope of a little change. A little to start and a little to end a day. A little too entangled with the relationship but little I want to be away. Between a little and little, I miss me a little, I miss you a little and I miss us a little. I need a little courage to face my little fears, and a little more to deal with.

A little I thought it was enough, little I thought I will manage, little complicated it was but little it made me strong. A little it hurt but a little I can manage. A little to say bye but a little to hold back on memories and finally a little tears could role but little I should control and little, “let it be”, waiting to make it more and little I wish it was as I wanted, but this is a little life which is much beyond from what I wanted.

A little in my heart that I wish could share with anyone